I wish I could be like you. Making my decisions and never looking back. Living in the moment with complete disregard for everything around me. If I hurt someone, so what? Its their own fault for making choices that led their heart so close to mine. I’m tired of hurting and I’m tired of feeling like a screw-up. I wish I was strong and empty like you seem to be. I’m tired of being this. I’m tired of being me.
I feel like I should have all my struggles worked out before I go to camp. I’m not even close.