Thats who I am listening to right now. And loving it.
I did everything in my power to change my situation. I guess now all thats left is to change my attitude. Maybe I’d forgotten how much work it takes to be okay. Because I wanted to believe it comes naturally. But it doesn’t. It takes constant vigilance, so to speak. At least for me.
My strength is something cultivated. Like herbs, vegetables, or flowers. I have to watch myself, constantly. Make sure I’m focusing on the right things. Make sure I’m emulating the right people. Make sure I’m on my own team.
I think I can make it. I hope I can. I just want to be who I know I am. This blog has seen me through a lot. And I’m no closer to finding answers than I was five years ago, a quiet freshman with her Bible and her baggage. I always want to know. And all you keep asking is for trust.
I’m game. Today I’m telling myself I can do anything.