there is a reason i always cheer for underdog teams. i think i have to believe they can win. because i feel like an underdog and i have to believe i can win.
but i keep failing. i can’t even go to a simple meeting correctly (oh, i mixed up the date by a month? wow.)
what if i can’t do this? and what if i can’t do anything else either?
and i feel sick today. perfect. best. day. ever.