I’ve been looking over my summer 07. letters from my friends, writings of my own, etc. I miss that girl. I know that is who I really am. I am the beautiful, confident woman who is loved by my Savior. Worthwhile and making a difference in the lives of his people. I want to come back to that. To a life that is ruled by trust. A life in which I call Jesus not just teacher, but Lord. I’ve become so driven by fear and a feeling of inadequacy, but that is not the abundant life I am called into. I want to live in love.